Sunday, August 16, 2015

How I touched her

Imagining courage to be a new-found weapon, I brandished it out, wielded it to my lone opponent, who was right in front of my eyes. I took her in my hands, unclothed her fully, lay her on the finely carpentered mahogany pulpit - her spine cracking against the furniture, her body opening itself up to my hand movements. She let out some simple monosyllables and then groaned out unfathomable words, much to my chagrin.

I was trying to read her - I was curious to find the meanings of these words. I ran my fingers over the insides of her body - it was smooth and beautiful, her skin untouched for a long while - fair, pure and perfect - she excited me. I was as hungry as a gazelle starved for more than a fortnight. My hands ardently working on her, I devoured her, fully in her entirety - awed by her efficiency and undeterred ability to deliver. I stroked her, positioned her just right, enough to see her clearly - to decipher those words and to hear them more. After a long while, my contentment reached inexplicable levels as I let out a sigh of extreme euphoria. 

I was satisfied beyond need and belief. Those enduring and blissful minutes with her satiated my never-ending hunger for words, for she, was a fat, stout dictionary with a hard spine and I, a poor soul trying to quench my thirst to learn. 

Chills.

His eyes pierced me enough to send my blood chilling across my guts. I felt a huge lump of familiar nothingness sink through my throat and my heart lurched into fits of fast beats. I could not feel the nerves in my spine, for they were twisted - did a chill run along my spine as well? I wouldn't know. I could not get up, I was seated stiff - my sorrow and fear weighing me down, quite literally. I was scarred for life.

He had raped every inch of honour off my body.